Oh Happy Days

lovin texas

2007-05-26T00:09:52Z

but dont be afraid to call me!

THURSDAY

2007-05-07T16:44:08Z

THURSDAY! my last night (kinda) before mexico/texas. you know who you are and you know you want to be there.

sunshine303 @ 2007-04-29T16:07:00

2007-04-29T20:08:31Z

i just dont know. i dont know if i should be happy, excited, or nervous. i dont know if i should be upset that i am kinda happy. i just dont know

sunshine303 @ 2007-03-23T18:18:00

2007-03-23T22:18:44Z

IM GOING TO TEXAS!!!!!

sunshine303 @ 2007-03-13T15:29:00

2007-03-13T19:30:24Z

the next two weeks are going to be the longest two weeks ever! just waiting to hear back from texas.

sunshine303 @ 2007-01-23T12:04:00

2007-01-23T17:06:28Z

this saturday is my last home meet ever, it's really sad. the meet starts at 1 if anyone wants to go.

sunshine303 @ 2006-12-09T17:51:00

2006-12-09T22:51:33Z

a year is a long time. i just wish it was a good time.

freaking out

2006-11-16T16:55:12Z

you were supposed to be here. you were here for everyone else, for their last year.
but mine you gone. you left me alone, and i cant do this alone.
yes i was a head case before i met you but you didnt help the situation any.
yeah so its the first meet and im flipping out because its the first meet.
but you were supposed to be here, this is not how it was supposed to be.

sunshine303 @ 2006-10-30T21:20:00

2006-10-31T02:25:16Z

i dont want to play anymore.
i want it all to be done so i can get out of here.
next december cant come soon enough.
i guess when trying to make a future you really do have no life.

birthday plans

2006-10-20T13:34:25Z

so im thinking that we all meet at like my house tomorrow night around 930ish and then go out but i dont know where to go cause i dont go out in westernmass, and you all better be coming

sunshine303 @ 2006-10-10T09:14:00

2006-10-10T13:15:23Z

p.s. to everyone- im coming home the weekend of the 21st and 22nd for my birthday so were going out whether you like it or not!

why?

2006-10-09T19:16:11Z

i was finally doing better.
i has finally stopped crying myself to sleep.
and then you go and do this.
and im right back to where i started.

its funny

2006-09-29T14:06:38Z

It's amazing how much things change in a short amount of time. I was driving home from work the other night and i was thinking. I am living on my own, a year from graduating from college, and starting to look for jobs in other parts of the country (california, florida, texas, i'd rather some place warm). That's really not that far away, and besides the fact during the summer I want a job in texas. I'm not sure how I feel about this whole growing up thing. Just as an aside- Larry got a harley (yes that would be Larry, my step-dad) so you know what that means. I now obviously need to get my license too.

sunshine303 @ 2006-09-07T20:18:00

2006-09-08T00:19:52Z

so i'm at the point where i think ill just throw myself into my work and starting my career.

perfect

2006-09-02T04:29:17Z

"For a long time I’ve talked about being perfect. Being perfect is not about that scoreboard out there. It's not about winning. It's about you and your relationship with yourself, your family and your friends. Being perfect is about being able to look your friends in the eye and know that you didnt let them down because you told them the truth. And that truth is you did everything you could. There wasnt one more thing you could've done. Can you live in that moment as best you can, with clear eyes, and love in your heart, with joy in your heart?" - Friday Night Lights

you may not understand, but that doesn't matter. for the past four years this is what has been asked of me and of a certain group of people, who are strong(mentally and physically), dedicated, and well pretty freakn stupid. and i love them all. and because of them i'm not giving up. i'll fight this as hard as i can, because i know what it means to you. because it means the same thing to me.

sunshine303 @ 2006-08-29T19:56:00

2006-08-29T23:57:58Z

there are just to many things that i seem to be fighting for. and i dont want to give up on any of them.

empty

2006-08-18T13:03:51Z

i knew that if i went to bed last night that today would come. now there is a hole inside that shouldnt be there...

goodbye...

2006-08-08T00:38:46Z

so this is goodbye. hes really going, and im not going with him. i love him and im happy for him this is something good, but i want to be selfish. i am happy with him, if he were to ask me to go i think i would just about drop everything and go. right now thats all i want, him so show that he does care and that he is upset that he is leaving. i saw a future with him and now i dont know what i see. i dont like this.

sunshine303 @ 2006-07-24T21:37:00

2006-07-25T01:38:31Z

i don't know...

sunshine303 @ 2006-04-27T10:52:00

2006-04-27T14:53:42Z

one more week and the semesters over thank god!!!

back to where i started

2006-04-19T01:28:15Z

ok so maybe i lied to myself... how did i not see this one coming

so excited

2006-03-28T17:45:51Z

so im coming home this weekend. unfortunately i wont be able to go out on friday night because... im getting LASIK eye surgery which is really exciting cause im blind as a bat. so on saturday i hope to see some of you (no pun intended). but yeah ill be home saturday night, so you should drop everything and hang out with me! JK JK.

its that time

2006-02-10T22:46:33Z

its amazing how the past 12 months of hard work comes down to three days.
it hit me today while sitting in class that in a week it's new England's.
the three longest days of my life, three of the hardest days of my life.
oh boy the nerves have already started.

meet

2006-01-31T14:16:30Z

lex is the bestest person ever!!!! i got to see her on saturday and it made my crappy day so much better.

im back

2006-01-19T20:03:47Z

hi.... i didnt fall off the face of the earth, just to let everyone know! next saturday (jan. 28) ill be at westfield for a meet at 1 if anyone would like to go. hope to see you there